We are taught to believe that the future holds the key to
our happiness. The future is that
elusive and beautiful butterfly that is always just out of reach. We chase it, or not, but it is always
flitting about, out there in the hemisphere, the sun reflecting the many colors
of its wings in our face and we comfort ourselves with the simple fact that
down the road – we will find happiness.
As little kids we have already grasped the idea that when we
get into Middle School, things will be better, then it comes along and the bar
is raised to the High School goal line.
Becoming a 13 year old teenager came and went and we found it wasn’t all
it was cracked up to be, because 14 seemed to be the real place we wanted.
The Holy Grail of teendom arrives! 16! We know when we reach that amazing pinnacle
of maturity; we will find freedom in the form of a driver’s license and a shiny
new Mustang convertible that daddy buys.
That position on the football team or number one chair in orchestra is
good for a season, but you know in your heart that until that big something
comes, you just will not experience true happiness.
Your first real romance is magical and you honestly believe
you couldn’t be happier – until your cruel life deals you a horrendous blow and
you sink into depression and despair feeling that nothing good can bring you
back. Lost loved ones, sickness,
bullies, arguments, and friends who turn on you seem to strip you of anything
resembling happiness, yet here and there, a kind word, a song on the radio, or
an unexpected gift cause your happiness flame to once again flicker. There’s hope, yes, hope of that evasive
entity – happiness.
The Mustang car never materialized and you find yourself
working two side jobs to pay your way through community college. You’ve had enough bad romances that you
honestly believe Mr. or Ms. Right do not exist, but you keep trying; just like
you do in your classes. Where is this
Utopia you always heard was in your path?
Is this all life has to give?
When can you find Nirvana?
Things begin to accelerate and one day turns into the next,
with no real anchor to help you distinguish one day from the next. You get your Associates degree and are
immediately hired on at a place you feel will make you happy, but soon learn
they expect you to get your Bachelor’s degree to stay on. Now you are working 40 to 50 hours a week and
attending night classes. You have no
time for romance and the demands of your job and school keep you so occupied,
you feel you are unappealing, so why bother?
On the upside, you are steadily advancing in the workplace
and getting satisfactory evaluations and you are 26 years old before the first
inkling of true happiness enters your consciousness. “Happiness is a state of mind, not a
location. Happiness is the fulfillment of
duties, more than a trip to Six Flags”.
You sit at your desk at the end of the day and decide what will really
make you happy at this very moment is knowing that you just turned in a project
you can be proud of and in about 30 minutes, you are going to enjoy a delicious
salad and maybe a glass of wine, or sweet tea with real sugar.
When you get to your apartment, you are going to bathe and
watch that new series you’ve become addicted to and yes, you will shut off your
Smartphone and enjoy a quiet evening babying yourself because you deserve
it. It’s the end of a grueling 60 hour
week, you’ve pumped out more than your share of quality work and you slide into
the seat of the Mustang you recently bought and head for the house.
You suddenly realize you are happy.
You have reached a place most people never attain. They keep chasing the elusive butterfly of
happiness, not realizing they’ve stood on the threshold all their life. It was there all along, all they had to do
was see it. The sweet-smelling rose has
always been there, awaiting your sniff, but you couldn’t see it due to your
far-sightedness and the paradigm you learned by those around you.
No one or nothing can make you happy. Happiness is a state of mind and living in
that moment is the goal. It’s your
assignment at birth and there are no CliffsNotes or shortcuts. Slow down, look around, and start living your
life with purpose. Only then my friends
will you find the happiness that eludes you.